Please don't read this thread as my quitting... or even a threat to quit... I'm just reassessing the amount of effort/energy it takes to be in this league, with the amount of joy one gets out of it (and "joy" to me doesn't mean always having to win, either). That's all. Maybe it's a tiny thing in the grand scheme of things... but in another way, it points to a much larger issue/problem.
And I know I'm still in the emotion-stage regarding the weekends' loss. I'll get over that (actually, I'm already over the loss, it's the 250 cbs penalty that's pissing me off)... but the larger issue remains.
Thanks for your concern, though... and encouragement.
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